Well, it’s just gone 5.30am on Tuesday morning. Yesterday was a seriously busy day for blog posts yesterday. I could hardly keep up! I wonder if this means the Reader is working more efficiently now. I shall pop over to the forum thread later and enquire.
I’m feeling some internal weirdness. LOL. I don’t know how else to describe it, to be honest. It’s entirely mental, and I want to try and articulate it, hence my musing.
I survived the last 12 months. it was touch and go at times, but I made it through with the love and support of my little family here at home, a handful of very close and dear friends, the blogging community here, and sheer bloody mindedness at times.
But I survived. And now that a handful of significant dates have passed and I feel that the potential ordeal of them is over and done with – it’s like “what now?”
I mean, I’m 48 in a couple of months, I have physical disabilities, no car, I’m single, and my nearest friend lives 17 miles away.
And…………………for every bit of physical progress I have made, I have slid back with each flare up.
I need to remake my life. I’m just not sure how.