Just a little update and a massive thank you to everyone that was so supportive last night. Especially to Lydia and Jessie (((hugs)))
I saw 4 am and then awoke at 5.37 am 😥
I am exhausted and wrung out. My pain levels went off the scale between about 11pm and 3 am, when I had to boost my pain meds the only way I could – an extra full dose plus ibuprofen.
Last time I was in that much pain, my daughters called the ambulance. But one is away and the other one was asleep.
But when you reach the point where every movement of a limb induces muscle spasms and you find yourself crying and gently rocking you have to do *something*
It eased things just enough for me to nod off.
That level of pain was out of proportion to my lack of sleep though. And I don’t understand why it was so severe. The only thing I have done differently in the last few days is drink tea instead of coffee. One cup of tea a day could do that?? Nah.
But then, when did fibromyalgia *ever* make sense to anyone? It is a law unto itself.
I hope this flare to end all flares is short lived. Not sure I can cope with another night like that 😦
I feel battered and bruised at the moment, but my pain meds will be coming due again soon.
But the levels of friendship and support from you guys here……amazing ((((hugs))))