To put it in the mildest terms possible.
What is actually going through my head is Thank the Starry Skies that
2014 is almost over.
It was the worst year of my life. I have never been so chronically ill, so depressed, so heartbroken and betrayed as I was in the last year.
Its been blogged about to the best of my ability at the time, so I am not going to go over it again.
I made it through. That is all that matters.
My new year was the solstice, but the changing of the calendar is what I have been waiting for. There is power in symbolism and the sense of 2014 becoming the past, rather than the present is important for me.
I make no resolutions. There seems little point when every day anyway is approached with intention to steadily improve my strength and stamina, to gradually increase my daily productivity and reclaim my life.
If I have to take a step backwards like I have since boxing day, due to pain, I just try to take a step forward again as soon as I can.
Roll on 2015!!!!