Linkin Park, that is.
I am burning myself some new CDs for the car, and putting together a Linkin Park compilation. It has been WEEKS and WEEKS since I have listened to any music, and they are one of my favourite bands……..and OH….MY…..GODS……how I have missed them. I have a splendid pair of proper earphones on (remember them – people are mysteriously walking round looking like 80’s rejects with these giant neon earphones on. Why they ever went ‘out of fashion’ I will never know!!) and my joy levels are just amazingly high at the moment. Tis a wonderful feeling.
To have music back………to feel it again………its just beyone words really.
So something must be improving, in some way.
It’s like yesterday – I am sorting things out in my room. Going through things, organising etc and I came across the little card that arrived with my gorgeous birthday flowers last year …………………and I didn’t cry. I surprised myself on that one.
Its been ……well, almost a week actually since there were tears. I feel…………flat most of the time.
But there have been other things going on, and I have been battling terrible insomnia this week. I even tried mixing zopiclone and alcohol last night…………nope……….still only got 4 hours. Its ridiculous. When I want to sleep – its 4 hours maximum, and when I dont want to sleep I could literally sleep round the clock *sigh*. Fibromyalgia – you are a son of a bitch!!
A load of things went to the charity shop this morning – our local cat charity, so another positive. The house is nice and clean and tidy.
Bloody ATOS tho!! I got a form from them last Tuesday or Wednesday. Today I get a letter saying they sent it on 16th April and could they please have it back by Friday. NO!! If I had had it a month, then fair enough, but I havent – stupid people!!